relief

In my distress I called to the Lord and He answered me...

 

- Jonah 2:2 a

grrrr...

you hurt me without even realizing you did.

 

:'(

a lunch time

twas lunch time...

she was listening to upbeat music...

ironically, the songs had no effect.

there was just crying.

 

the songs that used to make her dance were ignored.

the mind that was traveling alone never paid attention.

the senses, for a moment stopped from their tasks.

functions were ignored, probabilities not weighted.

the heart and mind were one. bound for one destination.

will the entire being follow their leading?

will it postpone the inevitable, procrastinate and buy more time?

or will it finally follow and accept that it MUST be done?

 

risks were never her thing.

leaps to the unknown were just imaginings.

this place is her zone. her comfort.

will she finally take the much needed steps?

 

soon she will. soon she will.

 

 

 

 

:(

akala mo ikaw lang.

 

 

 

ako din. :(

bituing walang ningning

ehehehe :) nice ang title noh? reminds you of a song, i know. :) but for me, "bituing walang ningning" means:

 

my world is a lot quieter

nobody goes through my office drawer searching for food

nobody goes through my office drawer searching for the cologne and alcohol

my phone bill is relatively lower coz i don't text much

a relatively longer time of "silence" 

 

pero...

 

wala nang supplier ng vitamin c

wala na kong napagti-tripan mashado, (or nabawasan na)

wala ako mashadong pinapagalitan

walang nangangamusta

nabawasan ang mga tinatawag kong "panget"

nabawasan ang mga taong nakaka-usap ko tungkol sa mga bagay bagay. seryoso man o jologs.

 

at

 

nalulungkot ako. :(

 

pero...

 

KAILANGAN. kaya kinakaya.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

pito-pitong medyo ako

Seven things that scare me...
1. Amphibians (frogs and the like)
2. Reptiles
3. Not being able to do what God wants me to do
4. Drowning in the pool (not that much anyore)
5. Not being able to fulfill my responsibilities
6. Having to say "If only" again and again...
7. That I'll be apathetic... for life.

Seven things I like the most...
1. Music (ano pa ba?!)
2. mangga at masarap na bagoong
3. maasim na sinigang na pinartneran ng sisig!
4. Movies.
5. Pleasant surprises!
6. Buying beautiful but cheap things
7. Letters, notes, cards written for me

Seven important things in my room...
1. My "toolbox" of kikay things (ehehe)
2. My shelved and unshelved books (la na space eh)
3. Pictures. Lots of them!
4. My bed. It's where I read, write, emote, sleep, think, dream *wink* and plan
5. My envelope of documents, letters, and items with good and bad memories.
6. My journal.
7. My pillows. They help lessen the volume when I scream.

Seven random facts about me...
1. I laugh. A lot.
2. I sing. A lot.
3. Walking, for me is therapeutic. When I walk and think, "brilliant" ideas or realizations come.
4. I cry when I write with my heart.
5. I need maps! [see my previous post]
6. I love doing my laundry (I'm buying a washing machine! Yehey!]
7. When I'm stressed, I clean up or arrange things.

Seven things i plan (or want) to do before i die...
1. Create a work of art: a painting, caricature, (somethin like that) and have it framed.
2. Learn to play a musical instrument, preferably the violin.
3. Fall in love! (Abah, syempre!)
4. Have a family, raise kids, and live happily ever after. Hehehe
5. Learn a foreign language aside from Spanish.
6. Sing or perform in a play.
7. Visit museums, art exhibits, go to Broadway and watch a musicale

Seven things I can do...
1. sing
2. dance
3. act [artista ini!]
4. cook (a little. I'm a "little" kapampangan eh)
5. remember conversations
6. entertain myself
7. bulabugin ang buong opisina? Hehe not to mention terrorize bookstore relievers. Haha!

Seven things I can't do...
1. Sing the Alphabet song backwards. ehehe
2. Live a day without singing.
3. Not talk for a day
4. Dissect a frog
5. Be "mahinhin" for a week. (kahit for one whole day lang ata eh)
6. Remember directions accurately. sad noh?
7. Draw or paint.

Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex... (di lang to 7 pramis!)
1. Courage
2. Confidence
3. Cute stubbornness (uhumm)
4. A sense of direction. (not related to geography, but someone who knows where he is going and is doing something to get there]
5. Eyes that speak
6. SMILE that brighten up a day
7. Voice that can silence me.

Seven things I say the most...
1. Waaah! [explained na 'to sa old post ko]
2. Shucks!
3. Ka-asar. [pag-naaasar ako. Talino, dabah?]
4. Hellow?! (with feelings)
5. Shark! (pag nagulat]
6. Pangeeeth!
7. Nyeh! [pag di makapaniwala, or di nag-aagree]

Seven celeb crushes...
1. Alvin Patrimonio [nanginig ako nung first time ko sya ma-meet]
2. Christian Bautista [basta kakanta lang sya at di aarte]
3. Johnny Depp (sa Pirates of the Caribbean]
4. Harrison Ford [watched Indiana Jones series recently eh]
5. Michael Vartan! (Go, ALIAS!]
6. John Mayer (Panandalian lang to, pramis]
7. Tom Welling! [Ako nga si Lana :)]

Seven people I want to take this quiz...
1. Nez
2. Ate Liz
3. Ate Gen
4. Karl
5. Kuya Mackoy
6. Palot!
7. Tropang Kape members na di pa gumagawa nito