Friday, August 26

the ring

something symbolic happened today. for the first time in many years (i think since highschool), i didn't wear THE RING.
 
the mark is still there, to make me remember the commitment i made. and slowly, gradually, i'm accepting that i'm almost there.
 
happy i am, now that i'm free.
 
but that doesn't mean i won't wear the ring anymore. i will! sayang eh! :)

Wednesday, August 17

eto na po yon

i've been talking with my business partner in crime (kailangan pa bang imemorize yan?), without me really thinking about what i'm saying but just kept on talking anyway (as usual), just to relieve myself from the stress of the day(as usual ulit)...  we were discussing how we enjoyed the chika time with your besp, how we enjoyed his company... and as useless, the subject of you popped up.
 
this time, we weren't "okraying" you (akala mo lang lagi ka naming binabalahura, pero sa real life, hindi noh!). we talked about who you are to us, how much we appreciate you, and how we wish everybody will see what we see in you.
 
hay... pero di lahat, pwedeng makita yon. di lahat ma-eexperience kung sino at ano ka. pero kahit di man makita ng lahat yon, mas importante siguro kung makita mo kung sino ka sa paningin namin... matakpan man lang kahit paano ang mga "takot" at insecurities na malimit ay dumadalaw sayo...
 
pasensya na, di namin madalas sabihin... mataas ang tingin namin sayo, di dahil may katangkaran ka pero dahil karespe-respeto ka.
 
at yung tinext ko sayo minsan? seryoso yon. kahit may joke. ehehe :)
 
hay. eto na po yon: nawa ay dumating na "siya. ehehe :D makita "niya", matanggap at ma-appreciate ang ikaw na kakilala namin. pero una sa lahat, nawa ay makapag-move on ka na. haha! :)