twinkles of life

moved

2007-06-13T13:06:00.000+08:00

yeah, yeah... I haven't been writing anything.i moved! here.and before you say anything, I'm still experimenting. hehe :)see yah all there! :)

meet my dad

2007-05-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

my dad's in maui, hawaii right now, attending the Haggai Institute Training. he just learned how to upload pictures from his new digicam, so he sent these pics as proof of this new "skill' :Dhe's the one on the left, with a South Korean delegateyes, he's the one in pink. :D we've been exchanging emails these past days and i told my mom she should learn how to use the internet already. i also told

wala lang talaga

2007-05-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

is it too late for wish lists? :)Top 10 Things I WANT (as of writing)in RANDOM order (is there such a thing?)1. a macbook pro (who doesn't lust for one?!)2. a new cellphone (stuck with the old one till august)3. a new cd/mp3 player (still have to check on the specs i want)4. a day at the spa (i think i NEED this)5. a new hairdo (or hair cut, maybe)6. a salary raise :D (I NEED this!)7. dinner in a

Buhay Pamilya

2007-04-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

I don't want to be melancholic or something, but as I'm writing this, I have no idea how it will go. I'll just let my thoughts run, ideas and reminiscences come as they want, if they want to.. Well, at least you have an idea of how random or sabog my mind is when it comes to things especially family life.*****I don't know if it's just because I was able to spend time at home, in Pampanga, last

heartbreak

2007-03-30T13:44:00.001+08:00

Heartbreak. Do you remember your first heartbreak? Why in the world do you?! I mean, why would you remember when it's something really, really "heart-breaking"? What's worth remembering about it, lessons learned?Ok, you may picture me doing the "kilay seesaw with kunot-noo" and I won't take it against you. But read on.*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-It's been a long time since I last used this word.

AFRAID

2007-03-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

Afraid that what they think is rightAfraid that it is trueAfraid that I might feel the sameAfraid and doubtful, too.Afraid to finally take the riskAfraid I might be wrongAfraid that it's not what it seemsAfraid of losing all.Afraid of all uncertaintiesAfraid of giving up;Afraid that maybe you're the oneAfraid I've led you out.Afraid of possibilitiesAnd what the future bringsBut fearful me wanted

In Heaven's Eyes

2007-03-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

sung by Sandi Patti and written by Phill McHugh. A fervent prayer rose up to heaven, A fragile soul was losing ground Sorting through the earthly babble, Heaven heard the sound. It was a life of no distinction, No successes, only tries. Yet gazing down on this unlovely one, There was love in Heaven's Eyes. The orphaned child, the wayward father, The homeless traveler in the rain When life

note to self

2007-03-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

no matter how hard you try, you can't be as good, as kind, as gracious, or as patient as you want to be.and there will always be a situation bound to prove that to you.but more important, is the thought that you tried.and learned.even if you failed......and in this circle of life,you know that you'll tryagainand again....

da atak of da "KA"

2007-03-07T08:33:00.000+08:00

AKO:Kuya, 29 ka na! yak, u'r old! :p sabi nila, maturity comes wt age, pero sa case mo, hmmm... nauna c maturity. ;) thanks, 4 being MY kuya, kaibigan, kapatid,kapamilya, kabarkada, ka-opisina, kakulitan, kabangayan, kakwentuhan, kakampi, atbp. :) hulog ka ng langit. :) at nawa sa bday mo, maramdaman mo kung gaano ka kahalaga. I rili appreciate u kuya, as a person. Hehe :) nawa lalo ka pang

watch-and-you'll-know-why :)

2007-03-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

this caused me a month-long (almost!) LSS. :Dand yes, you can sing along! the lyrics are also available. *wink,wink*

good eyesight

2007-03-02T09:08:00.000+08:00

A great many things in God's divine providences do not look to the eye like goodness. But faith sits down before mysteries such as these, and says, "The Lord is good, therefore all that He does must be good no matter how it looks. I can wait for His explanations".--Hannah Whitall Smith--

Went-worth it!

2007-02-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

Maybe because it's FebruaryOr maybe 'cause of peersBut I can't ignore that probablyIt's just because it's me.Anything that's Wentworth MillerAnything that bears his nameAnything I hear about himIs just so interestingI laugh when I'm remindedOf how teenagerish it seemsA crush or infatuationBut who cares! I'm fine with it.With his stare that's so intense,his smile that's oh so MAN,his presence

thank You for

2007-01-26T11:04:00.001+08:00

Lord, I thank You for prospects of growth for moments of silence for eras of need for showers of grace for periods of despair For through these episodes You show Yourself in control... and that's what I need to be reminded of.

tanong lang

2007-01-19T09:07:00.000+08:00

sige nga!paano mo malalaman pag "this is it" na?!

Our Best New Year Celebration Ever... as a Family

2007-01-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

I thought my year 2006 will have the worst ending ever, but as usual, the Lord surprised me and my family. :D Looking back, I realized how many times I have been restless, discouraged, hurt, sad, confused and frustrated. I revisited journal entries with thoughts known only to me and the Lord, and remembered how

and the long wait is over :D

2006-12-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

after our choir practice last Sunday afternoon (Pampanga), I went straight to SM Megamall to meet my roomies, Nez and Ate Liezl. We roamed around, and I bought "something funny" for the monito-monita in the office...We had dinner at 'OHANA (a Hawaiian resto) and ordered the luau that's good for four! Yes, we were a bit hungry. ;)some Hawaiian words ;)the wallpaperthe luauThe food was yummy, the

uhmmm... ;)

2006-12-06T09:27:00.000+08:00

"ayos ba?"-- RJ Jimenezehe-ehehe-ehehehe :D-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

unclaimed blessing

2006-11-22T12:41:00.000+08:00

last tuesday, during company devotions, the speaker used a phrase that struck me."unclaimed blessing"he used this phrase to describe the group of people who we commonly call single or unattached...then i asked myself..."do i deserve to be called such as this point in my life?"i really hope so.;)

arvin ;)

2006-11-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

Kahapon lang ay bata ka pa,Kahapon lang ay inaaway kitaKahapon nga lamang inuutusan paDi ko lang ba napansinAng paglipas ng panahon?Nabigla na lamang ng mga taon?Kanina lang ay kausap kitaKanina lang tingin ko sayo’y nagbago naNagulat na lamang, binata ka na.Labis nga ba kayang ako ay nalayoHumiwalay mag-isa nang di napagtanto?Di ko na alam, basta ang mahalaga…Tingin ko sayo’y mag-iiba naDi na

kapag...

2006-10-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

pag di na masaya, mananatili ba?pag di na masaya, andyan ka pa rin ba?pag di na masaya, san ka na pupunta?pag di na masaya, may matatakbuhan ba?pag naguguluhan pa, pano magpapasya?pag naguguluhan pa, pano masasabing tama na?pag naguguluhan ba, makakasama ka?pag naguguluhan ba, matatakbuhan ka?pag nagpasya na, susuportahan mo ba?pag nagpasya na, matatanggap mo ba?pag nagpasya na, mahaharap mo ba?

five things you probably don't know about me

2006-10-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by turkangel pala. So habol ko na lang :) here's my list of five things you probably don't know about me: *****1. pangarap kong mag-eyeglasses at maging kulot nung bata pa ko. :) (was able to achieve the latter na, naturally ehehe)2. I go senti when it’s rainy3. I don’t eat “paksiw” and other fish dishes na may sabaw4. atleast 2 na na may down-syndrome ang nagka-crush sakin. HAHAHA!

Palawan Getaway Day 1

2006-10-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

Salamat kay Kuya Jon. :) O di ba, ang ganda? Ko at ng beach? Haha! Ang saya mg team na to, pramis. Miss na namin ang dalawang Japanese na 'to. :)Ang saya mag-snorkeling!Honda Bay Tour na agad! Pagdating ng Puerto Princesa... Bale, mula sa baba, pataas ang kwento nito. hehe :)

I FELL IN LOVE IN PALAWAN

2006-10-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

I can never live in the sea. I was, no make that AM, too afraid of the creatures that live (and crawl!) in the water. I don’t know how to swim, and sometimes I think I’m hydrophobic.However, this vacation in Palawan made me realize that I may never live in the sea, but I sure will love to visit. :)I fell in love in Palawan. I fell in love with Palawan. And I will never forget it. Why? Here are

Pictures!

2006-09-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

Sa Hong Kong International Airport. Pauwi na to! Breakfast sa YMCA International House Oo na, masarap maglibot at mag-shopping! Ang Hong Kong sa gabi... Me, Ate Grace and RAR (the bossing!) Deadma sa iba, di sila significant. hehe :)We've done a lot of walking in Hong Kong. BUT we're happy. :)

to Palawan

2006-09-15T12:58:00.000+08:00

Had a great time in Hong Kong. I love Chinese. I meant the food. ;) Will tell you more about the trip soon… Meantime, I’ll be off to Palawan this Sunday. And this time, I’m excited. :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!

to Hong Kong

2006-09-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

I’m flying to Hong Kong. Tomorrow. I should be excited. Yeah. Maybe hours before departure I’ll be. Right now, I’m still stressed. Pray for me. Thanks.

26 things I thank the Lord for (this year)... part 3

2006-08-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

21. Self-expression. There are ways for people to express how they feel or the things they wish to convey. I thank the Lord for helping me discover mine. There is an artist in me that you have yet to see. [It seldom shows itself, pramis!] Also, you must know that there are different forms of art. Hehe ;) By the way, I may not be a good artist, but I thank the Lord for the ability to see and

26 things i thank the Lord for (this year) continued

2006-07-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

11. Filipino Heroes. It always touches my heart in a very unique way whenever I learn of Filipinos who are doing excellently in their fields, bringing honor to our country. They somehow give me hope, and encourage me to continue loving my country. 12. Disappointments and pains. I found a way to see things, no matter how painful or hurtful they are, in a way that will strengthen me. These

26 Things I thank the Lord for (this year)

2006-07-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

1. Family. This year, I was given the opportunity to really feel and know that I'm needed. And at the same time see and acknowledge the fact that I need them in more ways than one. 2. Friends. People who love me for what I am, who understand me and the peculiarity of my ways, who know me yet still love me. 3.

birthday wish

2006-07-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

This birthday is medyo kakaiba for me. I can't really say na I have a WISH! But since I was forced by some people to wish... hmmm... top of mind: GRACE, that is for me to be gracious to others, and to those who will need it. At dahil medyo matinding pananalangin ang kailangan dito, samahan nyo ko sa pagdulog sa Panginoon. :) Isa pa, pwede? Birthday ko naman. ehehe :) a better Philippines

far away

2006-07-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt like you are so far away?like you're miles away from people you love, people you value, people you care for, your family?yeah, it's sad. no, make that VERY sad.there was a time in my life that i feared the feeling of being extremely sad. i made a decision to turn down an opportunity to work somewhere far because i felt that i will be very alone there... no close friends, no

sweet

2006-07-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

that's one thing i'm not. and most of my close friends know that. i rarely express anything that can include me in the "sweet people" category. "brutal" mught be more appropriate. :)but in my attempt to be "sweet", i went home last Saturday after doing my laundry, with a gift for my mom. :) it's easier to please my mom that's why. and i don't want to be disappointed the first time i make a

Why the World Doesn't Need Superman

2006-06-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

Yun ang title ng Pulitzer Prize award-winning article ni Lois Lane. Ehehe ;p Ang gwapo ni Clark Kent. Ahahay. :)

simple pleasures ;)

2006-06-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

been tagged by kuya don medyo matagal na. got the chance to do the list just now... so, here's my list of top 10 simple pleasures (in no particular order):1. singing: choruses, commercial jingles (ehehe)2. conversations: funny, musical, serious and kababawan3. laughing: at myself, my corny jokes, and other people's funny hirits4. brewed coffee in the office5. doing my laundry with no time

bagong gupit!

2006-05-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

ayun na nga po ang nangyari, dahil sa paanyaya ni ate beng na subukan ang salon sa tapat ng bagong building namin (na may sine-serve na free iced tea!), nagpagupit kami pareho! ehehe :)at dahil alam naming di na katulad ang "look" kinabukasan, kinailangang ipakita na sa mga "workaholic officemates" na nasa opisina pa pagkatapos namin sa parlor, ang "bago" naming buhok! at na-gandahan naman sila..

ayon sa proverbs

2006-05-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

Proverbs 17:17 A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. Proverbs 27:4 - 6 Anger is cruel and fury overwhelming but who can stand before jealousy? Better is open rebuke than hidden love. Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses. Proverbs 27:9 Perfume and incense bring joy to the heart and the pleasantness of one's friend

epekto nga ba ng ulan?

2006-05-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

nakaka-senti ang ulan.utak ko'y pumupunta kung saan saan.mga pangyayari sa nakaraan,may kasayaha't kalungkutan din naman. epekto ng ulan sa iba'y di ko alampero ang alam ko lang, sa aki'y kasentihan.lalo na ngayong pakiramdam ko'y nawalanng isang taong mayro'ng kahalagahan.di ka naman nawala o naglaho ng biglasa akin ay di lingid ang gan'tong balitapero kahit gano'y di pa rin pala handa.kaya

disiplina

2006-05-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

mahirap kalabanin ang sarili... pero kaya.

on relationships

2006-04-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

yah, i know. february is already eons ago and talking about relationships is something that's off the season... well, not for me. i recently shared with some officemate-friends how Charles Ringma's book, Whispers from the Edge of Eternity has been intimately touching my life: my way of thinking, my way of living, my outlook. and one thing that struck me is his 44th entry. you see, i used to

caffeine fasting

2006-04-05T09:04:00.000+08:00

ate beng: chocolate kuya aleks: softdrinksand for me: coffee!ate beng: due to a daily chocolate feasting since January.kyaleks: due to an evident addiction to Coke (coca cola po ha)me: due to a two-mugs-a-day intake of brewed coffee in the office.ate beng: a personal decision.kyaleks: a dare.me: a dare to the dare.ate beng: will be done on april 7 kyaleks: will start on april 5me: will TRY to

pagbabalik-tanaw

2006-03-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

I have a friend graduating tomorrow. It's been a long time since we last communicated. But I know he's doing good. :) I remember we had a duet when we were in grade school pa. Sa sobrang tagal, di ko na matandaan yung song. I can only remember these lines: "Hindi ko sasayangin, araw ng aking kabataan Si Hesus na nagmamahal sa akin, aking paglilingkuran" Nung nagkukwentuhan kami, nung

birthday mo

2006-03-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

Last year, pinaka-memorable Last year, pinakamakulay Last year, pinakamasaya Last year, wala ka pero ramdam ka. This year, gusto mong malimot This year, windang at magulo This year, tila ka malungkot This year, andito ka pero parang wala. Next year, dasal ko'y mag-iba Next year, may kapayapaa't pag-asa Next year, kakaibang ligaya Next year, malay mo, may kasama ka pa! ;)

pagkakakilanlan

2006-02-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

bakit mas madaling magsulat pag na-eemong ka? bakit di masyado pag ikaw ay masaya? bakit masayang basahin ang buhay ng iba, o kaya'y pakinggan ang mga kwento nila? di ko mawari kung bakit ganito ano'ng pagkakaiba pag ikaw ay lito! di ka naman baliw, pero daig pa ang trumpo sa pag-ikot ng utak sa kung anu-ano... mula sa trabaho, sa bahay man at kapilya kaibigan, kamag-anak, kapuso't

sayo 'to

2006-02-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

o ayan na.nakwento ko na sayo.ang dahilan kung bakitnalungkot ako.di ko pa nun kayakaya kinailangang mag-isaat nung ok naayu't nalaman mo na.alam ko'ng disappointingang di ko pag-imikpero alam kong na-gets mokaya't di na nangulit.salamat na lamangat kaibigan kita,di na kailangangako'y magtago pa.salamat sa pag-unawana ito'y aking paraanupang matanggap at maharapang sitwasyong mahirap.at sa

comfortable silence

2006-01-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

i was never known for silences. for i can't stand noiseless moments. i am not comfortable. it is only when alone that i am. with my journal and pen, my pillow and bed. i travel, i fly and no one will notice. i scream and i yell and no one will hear. i am free and alive. unpretentious and true. if i could only let you read through me! the pages i've been hiding, the me you

on guys

2006-01-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

one way to know how good or bad a guy is, is the MRT.

pilipinoy!

2005-11-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

napansin nyo ba, andami nang kanta na may temang "proud to be pinoy"? :) Natutuwa ako sa thought na sa kalagitnaan ng mga kaguluhan, krisis at problema sa gobyerno, nagiging positibo ang reaksyon ng mga Pinoy artists. mga taong may malakas na impluwensya dahil sa kanilang musika. andyan si kitchie! keganda-gandang rocker! ang orange and lemons na kumanta at tumugtog ng theme song ng

my kind

2005-11-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

02 November 2005 Over the long weekend, my family went to my mom's hometown, Candaba (Pampanga). Relatives from Manila, Bulacan, and different parts of the province came. It was like a mini-clan reunion! :) I wasn't really surprised to see lots of nephews and nieces welcoming me, and trying to get my attention. After all, some of them call me "Ninang"! Haha! :) But what surprised me was

relief

2005-09-30T08:45:00.000+08:00

In my distress I called to the Lord and He answered me... - Jonah 2:2 a

grrrr...

2005-09-29T09:24:00.000+08:00

you hurt me without even realizing you did. :'(

a lunch time

2005-09-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

twas lunch time... she was listening to upbeat music... ironically, the songs had no effect. there was just crying. the songs that used to make her dance were ignored. the mind that was traveling alone never paid attention. the senses, for a moment stopped from their tasks. functions were ignored, probabilities not weighted. the heart and mind were one. bound for one destination. will

:(

2005-09-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

akala mo ikaw lang. ako din. :(

bituing walang ningning

2005-09-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

ehehehe :) nice ang title noh? reminds you of a song, i know. :) but for me, "bituing walang ningning" means: my world is a lot quieter nobody goes through my office drawer searching for food nobody goes through my office drawer searching for the cologne and alcohol my phone bill is relatively lower coz i don't text much a relatively longer time of "silence" pero... wala nang

pito-pitong medyo ako

2005-09-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

Seven things that scare me...1. Amphibians (frogs and the like)2. Reptiles3. Not being able to do what God wants me to do4. Drowning in the pool (not that much anyore)5. Not being able to fulfill my responsibilities6. Having to say "If only" again and again...7. That I'll be apathetic... for life.Seven things I like the most...1. Music (ano pa ba?!)2. mangga at masarap na bagoong3. maasim na

the ring

2005-08-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

something symbolic happened today. for the first time in many years (i think since highschool), i didn't wear THE RING. the mark is still there, to make me remember the commitment i made. and slowly, gradually, i'm accepting that i'm almost there. happy i am, now that i'm free. but that doesn't mean i won't wear the ring anymore. i will! sayang eh! :)

eto na po yon

2005-08-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

i've been talking with my business partner in crime (kailangan pa bang imemorize yan?), without me really thinking about what i'm saying but just kept on talking anyway (as usual), just to relieve myself from the stress of the day(as usual ulit)... we were discussing how we enjoyed the chika time with your besp, how we enjoyed his company... and as useless, the subject of you popped up.

a note from Kuya Caloy

2005-07-27T09:08:00.000+08:00

The weekend before my birthday [the 19th], I went home to Pampanga and spent time with my family. I went over some old pictures and found a card from KC (Kuya Caloy), dated October 27, 2001, after the last UP-DCF Missions Exposure I was able to join, held in a barangay named Bagong Buhay, in Mindoro. I want to share it with you... I don't think KC will mind. :) Here it goes... Dearest

traveling alone

2005-07-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

One of my greatest dreams since I was a kid is to travel around the world. See all the wonderful things a country has to offer-their rich history, people, art, culture and way of life, architecture-and "experience" them. To experience a place is the best way for me not to forget it. Yes, pictures will help, and of course a video, but nothing beats "the experience". BUT aside from financial

missing galore

2005-07-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

it's funny how i miss lots of people these days. kakaiba!i usually take the mrt every morning and i always see those laser stickers along the bangketa. barbie, walt disney princesses, pooh, etc. lagi kong gustong bumili. bumili para kay shang shang. :) miss ko na ang batang ito. :)two days ago, her dad asked me to write something for her, to encourage and inspire her. so i decorated a card with

randomly sensible [i hope!]

2005-07-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

i want to write something about an interesting journey i've been to lately. i want to let the whole world know of what's going on but i can't seem to gather my thoughts just yet. still sifting through what's bloggable or not, can't let myself give in to telling ALL the details. there must be something left for me... and me alone. can't share them all... this has to wait.

si karl

2005-07-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

si karl. housemate ko.si karl,musikerong talentado.si karl.makapal ang mukha.si karl,at si ricky reyes, iisa.a-hahaha! :)si karl nga. tama. :p

family picture

2005-07-02T18:32:00.000+08:00

seated: ningning, eson, bijoi, me! standing: k.jojo, te amy, k.romeltwas an attempt to be an artista ;) taken at PowerBooks, Greenbelt 4; launch of Dr. Harold Sala's booksa bit late to post, but who cares? :) i like this pic. :)

artista

2005-06-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

artista - [noun] isang taong binabayaran upang umarte at sundin ang direktor. isang propesyon. maari din itong gamitin sa isang tao na nagsusumikap mag-"project" ng isang persona na iba sa kanya, sa isang particular na panahon. --*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*-- di lingid sa kaalaman natin na pangarap ng maraming pilipino ang maging artista. pruweba na

a day in my life

2005-06-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

14 june 2005 it never ceased to amaze me how God, in His unfathomable creativity turns lots of unpleasant things in life into things great and wonderful. He always does something to make my day BEAUTIFUL. always does something to make my daily qualms a launch pad of good things. they make me discover the "concealed" delights in life. this morning, i woke up not wanting to get up. i was

close kami!

2005-06-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

naaalala ko si arvin [kapangalan ng kapatid ko]. miss ko na ang batang 'to. ang aking "li'l bro" na mega-bow ako. the sweet brother i wish i had... my description of "the man" kahit nung younger pa sya! ;)kababata ko sya. kalaro, kakampi, kaaway [naka-away ko nga ba sya nung bata?], kaibigan, kapatid. kasama ko rin sya sa children's choir nun at di ko makakalimutan ang pagkanta nya ng "Go, tell

PN 070605

2005-06-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

No man can for any considerable time wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which is the true one. Nathaniel Hawthorne

PN 010605

2005-06-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

"When you do the things you have to do when you have to do them, the day will come when you can do the things you want to do when you want to do them" Zig Ziglar

mangga at bagoong

2005-05-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

nakakatawang isipin na para sa kin, ang mangga at bagoong ang tambalang walang kapantay. asim ng mangga, tamis at anghang ng bagoong. da best!nakakalungkot lang, seasonal ang mangga. tuwing summer, dun sila bongga! buti pa'ng bagoong, walang pinipiling panahon... pero teka, ibig sabihin ba non, tuwing summer lang ako masaya? ibig sabihin ba no'n tuwing summer lang masaya ang aking panlasa?iniisip

a grand dream

2005-05-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

had a really great time today [Saturday]. went to laguna with officemates. magaling silang gumawa ng rason para gumimik eh! went to the wake of k.jun's mom sa lucena last friday night, then saturday early morning, went to a resort in laguna (sa liliw ba talaga yun, ning?)there were four swimming pools: 2 for kids, 2 for adults acting like kids. ehehe ;) the water was MALAMIG *with panginginig ng

alone with you

2005-05-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

alone with you, no need to hidebringing my wants and leaving my pridealone with you, broken by sinneeding your grace and empty againalone with you, you speak my namedrying my tears and taking my shamealone with you, your healing startsyour hand of peace on my head and heartand now your light is revealingthe places that your love is healingalone with you, you make it clearyour love for me will

missing the turk, missing palot

2005-05-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

early this morning, with a mug-full of coffee, i heard myself talking to ME. "haaay, miss ko na si te liezl [the w(a)nderer]. chaka si pammie." :'(asan si powermark pag kailangan mo sya?! heheganun pala noh? kahit merong communication, alam mo ang nangyayari sa buhay-buhay ng bawat isa, alam mo kung ano'ng pinagkaka-busy-han nila,posible pa rin palang mamiss mo pa rin sila. ng todo.iba pa rin

PN [personal note] 240505

2005-05-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

There is more God has for us during a season of singleness than just learning the art of misery and impatience.Lisa Velthouse, Saving My First Kiss

takot

2005-05-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

a friend asked me "bakit ka takot?". i replied with "takot saan?". yun. maraming bagay...sa palaka. kailangan pa bang imemorize yan? nakakatakot naman talaga sila eh! sabi kasi sakin meron daw palaka na dumidikit sayo... at mahirap matanggal. ayun. di kinaya ng imagination ko. hehe ;)babaw nito. yoko na tuloy ituloy. ayokong isipin ang mga takot ko. madami eh chaka baka pag tinuloy ko pa,

ilusyon?

2005-05-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

“waaaah! kasalanan ‘to lahat ni gracie!” was the first line in my monologue early this Friday morning as I sat on my swivel chair. Bakit ba naman di ko yun sasabihin eh sya ang nagpahiram sakin ng isa na namang novel ni Lori Wick!Waaaah!it all started with Ukay Bookay [ang pinakamalaking SALE sa OMFLit bookstore tuwing June]. I was able to buy Lori Wick's Kensington Chronicles [4 books] sa

keka ku, kaku ka (sa filipino)

2005-05-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

di ko hiningi, binigay molahat ng nasa akin, dahil sayowalang anumang maitatago sayoang lahat ng bagay nalalaman mo.tanging ikaw lang ang may kalooban,may kakayanan, at puno ng kabutihanmaraming bagay ang di ko maintindihanngunit naniniwalang mayro’n kang dahilan.ngayong araw na puno ng kabalisahan,walang kayang lapitan kundi ang ‘yong harapanpusong tumatangis, bigyang kapayapaanat sa bawat oras

keka ku, kaku ka

2005-05-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

eku inyawad, binie musablang atyu kaku uli mualang bageng asalikut kareng mata mueganaganang bage balu mu.ika mu kabud ing ating kapagnasan,ating sikanan, at mitmung kayapandakal a bage ing eku ayntindyandapot maniwala kung atin kang parasan.ngeni keng aldong mitmung kabalisan,alang agyung lapitan nune ing kekang arapanpusung manangis dinang kapayapanat balang oras emu sana lalakwan.

i'm bad ='(

2005-05-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

another windang day, another friday. was moody, was bad. was silent, then not. now feelin bad, feelin low,please bear with me,i'm terribly sorry.

i don't want to write about Banaue

2005-05-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

this is a bit late to story-tell about our staff retreat last april. all my blogger friends told you about how wonderful, how great,how exciting the retreat to Banaue has been. i don't want to write about that. alam nyo na yun eh. alam nyo na nangyari, pati kung saan kami pumunta. The PTA can already handle the promotions for Banaue at Sagada so i'll leave that to them na lang. hehe ;)so what is

corny

2005-05-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

After more than a month of not being able to go home, I went home to Pampanga today. =) The dogs did not bark at me, I guess they still remember me, but my mom mentioned something like "Sabi ng dad mo, natatandaan pa kaya niya itsura mo..." Oh well... Miss na nila ko, yihee. Hehehe =) When my dad arrived home sabi nya "How are you? (in a tone na sha lang ang nakakagawa) Tingnan nga kita kung

REHAB... again?

2005-05-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

I hope you still remember my friend who asked me write about his rehabilitation... Well, he needs to do another rehab. From another "friend". This time however, I'm not sure if he's really into it. Haha! Oh well... Anong book naman kaya ang babasahin nya ngayon? ;)

tanong

2005-05-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

if you were given the chance to ask me just one question, what would that be?come on ask me. ;)

REHAB

2005-04-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

Rehabilitation – The act of suppressing one’s self from an addiction. Example: Uy, pare! Musta na rehabilitation mo? (Wow, helpful ang sentence! Hehehe)I was “asked” (read forced) by a friend to blog about his rehabilitation program. His addiction? Well, nothing serious. He is just “mildly” addicted to a “friend”. He’s texting this “friend”, thinking about this “friend”, emailing this “friend”,

Nezzie

2005-04-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

Today is my bestfriend Nez's birthday. It is a very special day because some years ago (secret kung ilan!) the Lord blessed the world with her birth. I know big smiles flashed that day. There were even tears of joy because after waiting for a long time, she finally arrived.The day we became friends is indeed a blessing. The Lord allowed our paths to meet again after being classmates in the grade

anti-social

2005-03-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

Was there ever a time when you felt like you just want to shut up and make the whole world know that you don’t want to be disturbed? Was there ever a moment in your life when you think you will survive ten thousand years without even saying a word? Was there ever a time, even in its shortest form, that you know for sure that you’re anti-social and you wish the world will just be silent and let

today and hopefully everyday

2005-03-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

I feel loved, I feel beautiful.I feel special, I feel cherished.I feel good, I feel nice.And it’s all because of YOU.

windang

2005-03-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

I should have posted this weeks ago but... I was windang. =)There are things about my life that I don’t know how to handle. Too many things that keep on blabbering inside my head… (I’m not sure how vast and varied they are because they keep chattering all at the same time!) I can’t seem to focus on just one thing. One thing at a time… It’s so hard to do that especially because there are lots of

"Waaaah!"

2005-03-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

Waaah! – an expression of insanity, extreme happiness, excitement, panic, sadness, relief, and mixed emotions you don’t know how to express.Weeks ago. The first "waaah!" of excitement. I received a text message from Kyaleks: "Angkol Sam, Hir ay kam...” I was thrilled! My smile's from the left ear to the right. Kyaleks is going to the US for a training-seminar! He will see snow for the first time,

MY Kuya Aleks

2005-03-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

How do you talk and write about someone who's quite famous, known by many and loved by all? How can you accurately describe how it is to be his friend when you, in one way or another, are overwhelmed by it?It really takes a lot… a lot of effort to convince myself that I can do it: I can write about Kuya Aleks, though it is much easier for me (and more enjoyable!) to talk about him. :)I met him

Thankful

2005-02-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Holiday daw ngayon so I planned to make the most out of it: matulog hanggang gusto kahit kalahating araw! But I woke up earlier than I want to dahil sa "istorbong" tunog ng cellphone (I should have listened to Ate Liezl's suggestion: i-silent mode ang phone). Text message from my dad... miss na cguro nya ko. ahihi...Thankful, thankful, thankful. That's what I am right now. Thankful of the

My FUNny Valentine

2005-02-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

Last night, I had a date with this very cute guy. The GUY surprised me with love songs. He sang every song, every lyric from his heart… “No more talk of darkness, forget these wide-eyed fears, I’m here. Nothing will harm you. Those fears are far behind you…” (Or something like that) Needless to say, I found myself comforted by each song. His voice is so sweet yet so strong. And the way he looks

Wisdom Tooth

2005-02-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

Walang nagsabi sa akin na masakit pala tubuan ng wisdom tooth! Nabagabag ako sa buong araw, iritable sa paligid, konti na lang ay maasar sa buong mundo! Ang hirap pala pag unti-unting nadadagdagan ang edad. Kaakibat ay mga pagbabagong minsan ay nagdudulot ng saya, minsan naman ay sakit. Ang sakit talaga! Naisip ko tuloy, masakit din ba ang pagdating ng wisdom sa totoong buhay? Malamang oo... (

Trying

2005-01-20T04:42:00.000+08:00

At last! I found the opportuniy to actually create my own blog! I'm still figuring out how I can make it interesting (I must tell you I'm not creative)... I have no idea how I'll be able to do that so please bear with me. I have a lot more to learn. ;-)